dissapointment.
Nov. 8th, 2001 01:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dreamlingI am sad, and tired, heartsick, and emotionally exhausted.
I can't make him come with me to go to my great grandmothers funeral, but, i'm a little hurt that he won't come. I know it's impractical, and illogical to drive 10 hours there on monday, and 10 hours back on wed. But it's the only way we can be together for both funerals. and now it seems we'll be apart for both.
I don't think it's wrong for me to want to be with my love, when my heart hurts, and the casket is just paces away. being alone makes it seem so much worse.
In my mind, this shouldn't have to be a discussion.
I just want to go home and curl up in bed right now.
I can't make him come with me to go to my great grandmothers funeral, but, i'm a little hurt that he won't come. I know it's impractical, and illogical to drive 10 hours there on monday, and 10 hours back on wed. But it's the only way we can be together for both funerals. and now it seems we'll be apart for both.
I don't think it's wrong for me to want to be with my love, when my heart hurts, and the casket is just paces away. being alone makes it seem so much worse.
In my mind, this shouldn't have to be a discussion.
I just want to go home and curl up in bed right now.
