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Just a few random notes. What's been going on. 
  • I'm alive, but have been super sick for over a week. Feeling substantially better, but not completely well today.
  • As a result, I am a bit stir crazy and my house is a mess.
  • My mother is getting married on Friday. I feel a variety of different things about this. (final tally: Positive)
  • I met a guy who wants to keep me, but I'm not quite ready for that yet. (he has read my comic!)
  • I think I'm attracted to emotionally unavailable men. (the aforementioned guy is not one, but may be a good change in direction.)
  • It's hard to separate being sick from being depressed. A lot of the end result is the same, mostly lying around and sleeping.
  • When I am physically sick, I become less kind and patient internally, and generally think more depressive thoughts.
  • I had a job interview last monday, I think it went well. I'm ready for regular work now.
  • I have some anxiety over bills, insurance, leftover tax stuff and money these days. Again, focused around jobbiness.
  • I want to thrive, not just survive, and don't feel like I'm really doing either right now.
What would make me feel better now?
  • shower
  • take books over to half price, exchange for credit/basically free retail therapy. It also gets them out of my living room. I have more to go through, but two boxes gone would feel like progress.
  • brownies
  • groceries
  • eating something somewhere outside of my apartment (stircrazy)
  • being well (working on that one)
  • maybe some art or mass effect 2 (been too sick for either all week)
What would make me feel better longterm?
  • Steady employment. Editing, Web work, illustration, even a combination for now.
  • A fulfilling career in something i'm really made for and can be happy with
  • a clean and organized house
  • a fun, happy, and healthy romantic relationship
  • finish more comic pages for Tribute, I always feel better when I do art.

p.s. missing [livejournal.com profile] bloodlossgirl  and [livejournal.com profile] bleaknimue  like crazy. (and all my girls, and everyone, I hate being sick and missing all the fun things and hanging out and art)
dreamling: (Default)
ugh, cannot stop coughing. I feel bruised all over, all my muscles are exhausted from tensing up. I slept really horrid last night even while on tylenol nighttime.

Why can't I be better now!

/groan
dreamling: (Default)
ugh, cannot stop coughing. I feel bruised all over, all my muscles are exhausted from tensing up. I slept really horrid last night even while on tylenol nighttime.

Why can't I be better now!

/groan
dreamling: (Default)
still not having any fun.

Ok, having recently finished watching my Avatar book 2, and spending all this time home sick I sprang for the itunes season pass for Avatar book 3. I have downloaded and watched up through ep 10, but why aren't there more on itunes? I'm sure 1-3 more have aired on tv, but where are they?!!!

I've never used the season pass thing on iTunes, does anyone know how it works?
dreamling: (Default)
still not having any fun.

Ok, having recently finished watching my Avatar book 2, and spending all this time home sick I sprang for the itunes season pass for Avatar book 3. I have downloaded and watched up through ep 10, but why aren't there more on itunes? I'm sure 1-3 more have aired on tv, but where are they?!!!

I've never used the season pass thing on iTunes, does anyone know how it works?

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